So I am really thinking that the winter is not good for me. I find myself wanting to go to bed at 5 o'clock. As soon as the sun goes down my eyes want to close, my body wants to curl up, and my brain wants to shut off. I am this person who needs an unnatural amount of sleep anyways. Add in some darkness and a scary amount of cold and all I want to do is hibernate. That might not be a totally bad thing if my need for warm sweets such as chocolate chip cookies. I have made myself 2 chocolate chip cookies every night this week except for tonight when I had a brownie covered in ice cream and caramel. Hello bigger pants that I just slimmed out of!! If I keep eating like this over the winter I will not only gain back the 15 pounds I have lost but gain another 50 to go with it. OH, and did I meantion that my body hates the cold. I somehow manage to be cold all the time anyways. Add in the actual cold weather, and I need a portable heater with me at all times. My husband bought me an electric snuggie for CHRISTmas, and I have been so crazy cold this week, he gave it to me early! I just don't ever seem to be warm enough. I dislike the winter very much, but I do believe more so this winter. I very much see the negative effects on my sleep cycle, my eating, and my energy. I WANT WARM WEATHER. Now that my rant on that is over, maybe I can quit whining like a spoiled two year old. I am determined to do better this week. No more cookies every night. More exercise. More happiness. Less complaining about how I hate the cold. I said earlier this week on facebook that I was choosing joy. I usually do a decent job of this, but not when it comes to the weather. I tend to let the negativity team captain named Satan give me a bad attitude for the winter weather. SO I am hoping that by typing this out and having accountability on the good ole internet that I will be more aware when I say negative things about the weather. Just because I don't like it doesn't mean that I can't enjoy it. Hmm...that actually makes sense in my heads.
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