Thank you Jesus! And thank YOU for reading!

I freaked out when I got up this morning because my internet was not working. That is bad because it is my connection to the world from my room.  So after a small panic, I decided to go workout and then do my bible study and try it again.  I prayed about it while I was working out and it hit me..that is how Satan works.  I had decided to use this blog as my outreach and of course he would try to take it down.  So after much prayer I tried everything again and BAM, God fixed it.  Should have never worried.  Stupid me.  But isn't that how we are.  We say He can do anything and we know He has our best interest in mind because His word says all things work for the good of the ones who love Him, yet we don't act like it.  We never just let Him do His thing.  We always want to fix it or do this or that when sometimes we need to just shut up and let Him do it.  Oh how stupid I am.  Gotta learn to just let God do it and when he needs me...he will use me.  My only job is to be willing.  That's it.  No action required.  He will make me perform the needed action, I just gotta be willing.  So I don't really have a verse today but I have a quote. "If you need encouragement, give it.  If you need love, give it.  Whatever you need give it away."- Rick Burgess.  I got this in a tweet this morning and thought WOW! how true.  I wrote that blog yesterday to try and encourage others, which I believe I did.  I got several emails from people saying that I did.  But those emails were such an encouragement to me.  I am so unsure of myself in so many ways, and this blog is no different.  I was afraid people wouldn't read it or wouldn't like it or would think it was stupid.  But oh the power of words...the things those of you who wrote me wrote made me excited to wake up and write another one today(which kind of explains my sense of panic this morning).  So thank you to those of you who are reading this.  I am enjoying doing this so much.  I apologize that it jumps from one train of thought to another one and I KNOW there are mistakes all throughout it.  Sorry.  This is me though.  I am random and I do not speak properly and I do not write properly.  But I promise to be honest and real.  Thank you for reading!